Can I just say I only watched because of all the hype? Everyone I know was saying how this was the best anime of the season and that this might be their all-time favorite anime. It's things like these that make me really intrigued. But at the same time, all the guys were saying things like "Rem is my waifu" and other things that deterred me, briefly, from watching. We've all guiltily watched those shows littered with so much fan service that it should be put in a whole other genre called 'Fan Service' if there ever was such a thing to be created. Thank god this one wasn't one of those. I also want to add before I start that this is rated R, so seriously please don't watch this if your soul is so pure because I kind of feel like after watching this I have to purge my soul.
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Oh man, oh man where do I even begin? Ah, the beginning should be a good place to start. The beginning was already creepy to be honest. I definitely don't recommend you watch this in the dark if your house is prone to making noise; it'll be too stressful. It starts off fairly normal with a guy in a convenience store, but then come the creepy flashes of some girl pleading for help. So it's already this juxtaposition between reality and fantasy. Then he walks out of the convenience store in the modern world, into a fantasy, historical realm. His reaction was super cute like "wow lookit me! I'm in a game!". If only that theme could've lasted the entire season it would've been fine. If only Subaru could've stayed that innocent. But nooooooo. He has to have a special ability that revives him when he dies. The catch is he can't tell anyone about it. When he tries, the witch that mysteriously gave him that power clutches his heart so he is unable to talk. Honestly this in and of itself was stressful because as the audience we know what's going on, but no one else does.
Because he has this special power, this leads him to discovering all sorts of things about what things to do and not do in order to progress in the story. While this is a useful power, it's also very traumatizing because he knows what's going to happen but can't tell people 'don't do this this way because that's how you died last time.' Even if he was able to tell people, they most likely wouldn't believe him. All of the problems stem from the fact that he can't tell anyone about his power as well as his pride. I include pride in the stem of all his problems because for example he proclaimed himself Emilia's knight without asking her first which lead him to being beat up by Julius. He's not the smartest cookie. The whole pride thing escalated to a whole other level when Emilia told him that he should never see her again because he never listened to her. She thought he would be the only one to treat her in a normal manner, but he even failed her at that. His justification was that he loved her, when actuality he was only in love with the idea of protecting her and being her savior all the time. Around this time is when it gets really real. The whole beginning arc with Felt and old man Rom and the psycho lady was really just a warm up for just how insane Subaru will go later. The actual insanity is the first time around that Rem and Subaru go back to the mansion after Rem senses something's wrong. When they find that the Witch's Cult has killed everyone and then Subaru's life resets that's when things get really bad. Also I recommend during this stretch of episodes that you don't eat. Fair warning that he throws up a couple times and as someone that ate while watching...it wasn't very fun. Anyways, seeing the degradation that comes with having seen so much death is really compelling. They did a good job in the story writing how no one can stay sane after seeing so much death and feeling so helpless. When Subaru asks Rem to run away with him because he can't deal with feeling so helpless to stop the unavoidable it really shows that yes he's an antihero, yes he's flawed, but all that just shows how human he is. He's not perfect and he has his weak moments, but in the end he pushes through anyways. Subaru just keeps trying and learns from his mistakes. In the end all of these mistakes come together to make him a better person. It was good characterization on the creator's part because it really makes it seem as if it was a normal person being put into a fantasy world; it was the harsh reality, not the typical optimistic scenario.
Honestly, all the characters are so great, all for their own reasons. First off, Ram and Rem. I really appreciated the fact that they weren't just pretty, submissive housemaids. They were actually extremely loyal to Rosewaal, which is understandable since he did take them in after Ram lost her horn. The twin dynamic between the two of them is really nice. It went from Ram having such extraordinary demonic powers and Rem feeling useless, to Ram feeling like a burden to her sister, but Rem still revering her. It was really humanizing to see that although Rem really loves her sister, at the same time she was still imperfect because deep down she was happy that her sister wouldn't overshadow her anymore. It's things like these which really layer the characters and explain their motivations which make them all the more lovable. Another standout was Julius. Honestly, he was a jerk at the beginning. Even though he did have proper motivation because Subaru proclaimed himself a knight even though he didn't understand the chivalry of knighthood and all, it was still uncalled for for him to beat Subaru to the brink of death. In the end it was okay though because Subaru and Julius came to civil terms after that, aka their teamwork in (almost) killing off Petelgeuse. And the main love interest, Emilia. She's such a genuinely nice girl that has to go through the persecutions and accusations that come along with looking like the witch. It shows how much prejudice can be wrongly placed on such a sweet person. Thanks to Subaru, the village people were able to accept her and just this made me feel super happy for her. This anime is different in that the girl doesn't sit on the sidelines and let the guy steal the show. This girl showed Subaru who's really in charge and opened his eyes to the fact that he was more in love with the idea of protecting her than being her friend. Two people that didn't get a whole lot of screen time, but are still really likable characters are Beatrice and Wilhelm. Can we just take a minute to appreciate Beatrice's eyes? Also the way she dotes on Puck is super cute. She's really quite sassy, but she'll always try to help Subaru in her backwards way. Wilhelm's backstory on the White Whale was tragic. He lost his wife to that monster which later links to him supporting Subaru in order to seek revenge for his wife by slaying the beast. His and his wife's little mini arc of a love story was so adorable. It could be its own little spinoff. (´・` )♡
To be completely honest, gore scares me. So this anime was deeply disturbing to my soul. But I pushed through the first 5 or so episodes hoping it would get better. It didn't. Don't watch this anime thinking that if you get to a certain point the violence will stop. It will never stop. It's a constant recurrence. Some of the scarier parts have to do with Sloth and his creepy love for the witch. He's just a deeply disturbed guy and if insane people break you out into a cold sweat you definitely shouldn't watch this. I wouldn't go as far to say this is a light horror film, but it's still pretty scary.
I could probably go on for a long time about every single little detail about this anime, but then it'd be too long and no one would read it (not that anyone does anyways heh), plus I have other work to do.
Anyways, I highly recommend this anime as long as you aren't too squeamish. If you can't handle violence depicted as bloody corpses and a lot of stabbing this really isn't the anime for you. I definitely don't recommend you watch this at night. But it's overall an extremely nice watch if you want a different sort of plot. It's really original and all of the characters are super amazing.
This beautiful ending is how I have begun to purge my soul
Her eyes!
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